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The Reflecting rED

Fantasies and Reflections on Self & Soul...

 

I can't fix this on my own..


How u feel when someone hurt you.?...u feel sad..yea i know.. I never wanted to be sad.. but always ended at the wrong end .. Many things we learn by our previous mistakes.. but we fail to learn on some occasions.. life has this tendency..dunno if everyone's life have this..but surely my life always had.. not learning from mistakes on certain occasions.. as i said i never wanted to be sad.. in fact i never made myself available for such things..avoided.. some say i got stranded ..or was too much busy?.. dunno..but surely i wasn’t sad with myself..but when we do our best to avoid something ..what happens.. there is a strange law by which the reverse happens.. i have been experiencing this ..its really irritating ..hmm its more disturbing that our life are controlled by laws.. everything is explained by laws..why?.. but the core thing is that even when things went wrong...the calmness of my life... it was always there but.. these disturbances are like ripples..they grow.. but for a river these ripples mean nothing... but i cant neglect these things.. these small things do make some change in life?..
Sometimes i think emotions are burdens.. actually these ppl dont hurt me.. but i get hurt.. how.. thats the influence of mind.. but this influence ..its really the weakness.. lack of happiness isnt a sadness ..Expectations sometime tend make us feel hurt.. how to control it.. I dunno..i am thinking about it.. how to tackle this issue.. how to control these emotions.. hmm.. I think I missed a point .. when some one hurt you.. some even get furious.. why cant I be angry..?.. got to think.. Questions.. looking for an answer…

By the time I get the answer.. the question may have changed..

I deny your reality and substitute my own

Sinking into the depths of my solitude
Alone in the darkness
Blindly clutching for some form of fortitude
I see myself, so i know Im still here

I crave some kind of temporary happiness
In this forsaken creation of life
I cannot simply survive on my lonliness
craving some kind of permanence to grasp

 

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